2 Mo.

Time has flown by and my little boyfriend is now 2 mos. old. It's strange because on one hand I feel like I just brought him home, yet I can't remember my life without him. He is so much fun and has finally starting smiling (videos to come). He is still sleeping almost 18 hours a day and wants to eat the whole 6 hours he is awake! He has started getting a little colicky lately and fusses from 10 pm to 1 am almost every night.

Anyone who has been around Goobs knows that this man can produce some pretty impressive gas. We took him to Harry Potter with us last week, he waited until it was completely silent and then let a HUGE fart. Of course no one could see that we had a baby with us so they were looking at us like we were disgusting. (I pointed at Landon when he wasn't looking)

I have to be honest, Hudson is one of the few things in my life going great right now. I am chronically tired.... and not in the whole, "I have a newborn" kind of way, but the "I'm doing night shifts in labor and delivery twice a week and psych clinicals all day Thursday and Friday and homework and I have a newborn" kind of way. I know that this will pay off in the next few months but I am SICK of school. Like, really sick. Let me just say that I'm so glad I have Landon to help me with Hudson. I would be sunk without him. Tomorrow is our anniversary, stay tuned for that!

Exotic Valentines Getaway

That's right... we are on an exotic and romantic getaway to Primary Children's for this year's holiday of ♥ LOVE! ♥Wednesday Goobs started coughing occasionally. I really did not think much of it until Thursday when the coughing became more frequent. Landon took him to the Dr. while I was in school, she thought it was probably nothing but took a sputum sample to be sure. Friday she called and told me that he had RSV and to watch him for signs of respiratory distress. Sure enough, Friday night Landon and I got really worried about him. He was breathing really fast and was working really hard for air. We drove him to Primary's and have been here since! He is doing well and we think we will be going home tomorrow morning. Here are some pics of our trip:

He got this little monkey while we were here. We named it Goomer. (That's a nickname nurses use for babies who came from the ER. (Get Out Of My Emergency Room)

Aunt Carol came to visit and decided to look just like my Mom.

Stay tuned for Hudson's next trip to the hospital... he's a regular!

Term!

Well, our little man is finally full term!! He was officially due on the 30th of January, making him a little over a week past term. He is really 6 1/2 weeks old though. We have seen so many changes in him over the past few weeks. He is much more alert and awake and has been gaining weight like CRAZY. Our big boy now weighs 7 lbs 10 oz and is looking less and less like a frog every day. Here is a video for your viewing pleasure.... ( I realize that this video is only entertaining for his mother and grandparents, sorry to everyone else.)

50% Chance of Showers

Lots of things about pregnancy were not awesome... the ankles, the snoring, the peeing and the lack of wardrobe to name a few. But one thing that is great about pregnancy?! All of the baby showers! I actually had 3 baby showers, but for some reason I only have pictures from 2 of them on this computer. My first shower was thrown by my friends from nursing school. They are so much fun and it was great to get together outside of school!

The bunch

Guess the baby food...

My second shower was thrown by my mother in law over Thanksgiving weekend. It was so

much fun and we got lots of great gifts for the baby. Unfortunately, I am missing pics from this event. (Just imagine me getting larger by the second eating cinnamon rolls, smiling and opening fantastic gifts from friends and family)

My last shower was supposed to be held on Dec. 27, unfortunately we were still in the hospital with Hudson so we had it last week instead. My sister Cortney and her friend Bree did a great job throwing it together quickly and my Mom was sweet enough to let us have it at her house.

Looks like we are going to need a little time before these pants fit...

Little Lili is a great babysitter...

Thanks to everyone who came to my showers! They were so much fun and we really appreciated all of the things we got for Hudson! He looks fantastic in your outfits, loves to pee in your diapers, smells fantastic from your lotion, and sleeps like a bug in a rug in your blankets. We ♥ you!

Newborns ♥

Let me apologize in advance for the Hudson overload. I know all of my posts are getting repetitive but our house is "all things Hudson". I should have titled this post "drama queen", because although I have the sweetest baby on the planet (no, really). He has already learned how to work the system. Manipulate if you will.... I say these not so nice things about this little darling because he refuses to lie alone at nights. If we put him in his bassinet there is a fit to rival all fits. He kicks and screams and squeals until he is lifted out and placed next to Landon or I. That fit? It ends instantaneously. I guess I shouldn't be surprised so much at my child's flare for the dramatics, have you met Landon lately? Haha...

Cuddles

So we circumcised the little man today. (Can I say that online?) I guess so.... He was so brave, he hardly cried. I literally shed more tears than he did. Point of this? In the 7 days since we brought this little superhero home I have changed. The thought of Hudson feeling any sort of sadness or pain is unbearable to me. I feel softer and and so full of love you could pop me with a pin. I could (and do) stare at him for hours. Landon and I literally say to each other, "Look! He moved!" Who knew the cliche' statement, "You won't understand until you have one of your own." is legit?! This baby is magic. He turned my entire world upside down.... amazing.

Hudson Colby

Our sweet little baby Hudson came to us last week on December 22 at 12:31 in the afternoon. It was a big surprise since he was not expected until the end of January and we had some very scary few days leading up to his birth. We had a prenatal appointment On Thursday the 16th to check everything before we went home to Idaho for Christmas and it was discovered that my blood pressure had risen 50 points. I was not very concerned about it since I had not been feeling any symptoms, but the midwife wanted me to do a 24 hour urine test just to check my kidney status and make sure everything was okay. She told us that Pre-eclampsia is diagnosed when there is 300 mg of protein in the urine so we would need to watch for our lab results and call back in. We waited anxiously for the results and were shocked when they came back at 959! I called the midwife on call to ask her if we could still go home for the holidays and she gave me a very emphatic 'No'. We were told that we would be on bed rest to keep Hudson in as long as possible and would need to go in for a non-stress test to check the baby's heart rate on Monday. Hudson passed that test within 5 minutes but when we were on our way out the door the nurse requested that I take another urine test. My protein was at 3,000. I still was not concerned but the neonatologist ordered that we go down to labor and delivery for more tests. Once we were there my blood pressure continued to rise and the urine tests were coming back abnormal. It became clear pretty quickly that they would not be letting us go home. We were shocked and scared. We had no bag, no supplies, no baby stuff... just our clothes and a purse.

My midwife "Angel"

They quickly started me on a drug called Magnesium Sulphate to keep me from seizing and stabilize my blood pressure. They gave me 2 doses of steroids to boost Hudson's lung development and the haze set in. "The mag" gave me double vision and made me VERY groggy. I had a hard time staying awake or maintaining normal conversation. Once I had been on that and the steroids for 24 hours they started me on Pitocin. My contractions began coming fast and strong. I was dilated to a 3 at 11:00 in the morning and called the nurse around 12:00 to let her know that I was feeling ALOT of pain. She checked me and declared me COMPLETE!

Yes, those really are my feet. They were HUGE!

Landon and I were very shocked and confused and I was feeling very scared. My midwife got word that we were to be taken to an operating room to deliver so that NICU could immediately begin monitoring the baby. I was afraid that I was going to have my baby in the hallway!

Hudson was born a short 20 minutes later and was taken away immediately. My parents and Landon's parents were allowed to see him but I was still recovering and was not able to see the baby for a few hours. When I was allowed to see him the Magnesium was making me very loopy and dizzy and I only saw him from a distance for a short while. Landon and I were able to hold the baby the next day and have been attached to his bedside ever since. ♥

We are currently still in the NICU working on breathing and eating issues, but hope to be home soon. This has been the most challenging and yet most spectacular event of my life. I had planned a VERY different birth experience for Hudson and I but I am so grateful for modern medicine and my healthy baby boy. I have felt emotions in the last week that I did not know I was capable of and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life loving this baby.

World's smallest Jazz fan

G & Gs (Neither set have been allowed to touch him yet :( )

Thanks so much for all the love and support. Landon and I have been overwhelmed by the phone calls, text messages and prayers sent our way. This will definitely be a Christmas that our little family will NEVER forget!